Insanity

2009-12-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

its definitely ugly,but its still something.
today i got nothing to so since i sit infront of the computer till,1:30am --,
HMMM .. since youre reading . look up there. >>
CLICK "STALK ME" !!
you can actually stalk me. hee~

tata,you meat eater. :D

2009-12-19T02:55:00.000-08:00

HeLLo ! Im SOOO retarded,heh . ppl knew tht .
Hello CHOCOLATE eaters ! to all the people who called/msged me. im sorry because i never reply any of it. it is because my phone is being such a pain SO i decided to off it till whenever and besides nobody cares . like DUHH , AND a shoutout to RATU , thanks for coming to my sisters birthday party even though we didnt plan on coming AT ALL . my sister forced us to come so we did. >.> SOO we went to the chalet. -.- . even though we plan to sit at my house eat chips and drink COKE ! but oh,whatever, AND a day ago i got a red eared turtle ! HAHA ! i cant believe some guys are afraid of a tiny winnie turtle ! what a joke !
so like i said at my MSN status i said that i wil post photo's here . :D
she is SOOO cute . but VERRRY shy. LOL ! the pics are abit blurry but its still visible ! :D THEN dad is giving me 100$ for turtle shopping for e.g NEW aquarium , heat lamp AND a UVA/UVB lightbulb etc. it wont be enough so i have walk ard and see the offers. ! WOOT ! I got the turtle for fun. i just have the weirdest cravings . so when i want it i'll get it.
CUTE right that lil' fella ! HAHA ! i dont get why ppl are afraid of those not-so-harmless turtles. -NANANANANANA- SOOO preety soon im gonna buy things, and i bought something at EBAY ! Taking the stuff at bishan MRT Station , laaazy wanna go bishan. pfft but its a must. >.>
HMMM....got nothing to say luhhhh..

BYE BYE CARNIVORES !

"In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why cant you see
This love thats here for you inside of me
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me its just friendship
Im just your girl
And I guess thats all Ill ever be to you"

2009-12-01T01:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! HOLA ! HIYA !
I actually got alot to say BUT i dont want to talk abt .
i feel its unnecessary to talk what i have done thys couple of days .
HMM .. QUESTION ! Will relationships last when you're 13-16 years old?
bc i know alot of ppl stead with a guy/girl and after a month they break up ? eh ?
a month and they say we will be together forever ? uh right i just dont get it ?
well its a question i would love to get an answer.
:D
changing the blog skin soon yeah !
today its gonna be short and i would soooo love an answer to my question .
tata ppl.

LALALA !!

2009-11-21T20:48:00.000-08:00

HELLOHELLO !

I know the picture there is meaningless but actually i am trying to find this rose for my sister. Her birthday is coming up and i need to find this black rose for her . YES our family is WEIRD i know. but you must see my bedroom its WAY COOL.
but the top photo can IGNORE.
okay technically
my 1st sister loves Vampires. my 2nd sister love everything that is very goth. I like Werewolves,weird symbols,Emily Strange and blood.
but my brother....we are definitely NOT close.
i rarely talk to hym .
OKAY! enough bout that. so yeah. must find that rose.
WOOT ! i straigtened my hair ! cool or what.
OKAY LAME ! wow i just realised that i say "okay"way to much.
LALALALALALALAALALALALALALLALALALALALALALAAA !
lets talk what im abt to do later.
later at 3pm i am gonna go out. woot ! fun yo ! GOING TOWN . i wanna shop but pokai liao . sooooo i am gonna window shop with sis and mummy. then i go hospital. i wanna cut hair but mummy broke. well, thats all her excuse is
mum: "sorry,im broke lah. next month lah okay?" me: "you say only next month . pastu you say next next month. jgn nak mepek ah. "

yah. thats her one and only excuse.
pfft. lame ass bitch . haish . LALALALA ! later want to siap. MALAS want to carik baju. hmm. do i overdress? DO I ?
haha. whenever i go town i MUST wear nicely. My habit i think ? it is always worth it to wear something nice.
but sad once i wear something nice i nvr take picture. :( SEDIH . but i can always wear it again. and TAKE PHOTO ! but i cant upload cause
my phone rosak. SAD LIAO.
okok. my phone is switched on for a week after that i'll off again . :D jgn sedih yeah.
the only reason i switch off my phone is b/c nobody msg me so i off my phone . SO I CAN NVR WASTE TIME.
TIME IS PRECIOUS. BTW today is purple and black day for me. SO DOES MY CLOTHES. :)
OKAYOKAY !!!
I want to find clothes to wear today. must think veryvery hard.
wow. NOW i realise . i've been bullshitting for this post.

BOO YA !!!

:)ℓџαйα.

2009-11-19T20:41:00.000-08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO !

ohkay i dont know where to start.
lets start by talking about me at SENTOSA .
ME , ryni & afy ?
uh,yeah. to be honest that day was great got suntaned, play water, i didnt swim coz its too awkward.
so i didnt,i let ryn and him play in the water while i sit there. WAITING for god knows for what.
so from now on i DONT want to go out with anyone. ANYONE. unless i am forced .
so the day there was great. but if you want to know ask me :)
HMM. then after that .
i felt dead coz i didnt go out . sat at home . surf the net . watch movie called UNDERWORLD and UNDERWORLD EVOLUTION.
it was fantastic. love that movie. and then i watched true blood . technically i watch all those VAMPIRE and WEREWOLVES kind of movie.
i dont know why but im addicted. :D its not that bad right ? hehe .
soooooo TODAY.
made my schedule. i made a sticky note at my dad's new laptop.
so today basically i am suppose to :
wake up, bath, eat breakfast
watch movie
blog
check facebook,tagged.
relax to the sound of the ocean. (dont ask why)
self therapy.
flashback. try not to cry.
listen to music
relax
meditate
sleep.

WELL. today my schedule is abit weird but since no school i wanted to try something new,
haha. YES IT IS WEIRD . GET OVER IT.
you just read what i write,

OKIE DOKIE .
i am done for today. STILL NO PICS OKAY !!
tomorrow i'll upload RANDOM photo's to make you happy -.-"
G O S H !

P.S : I turned off my phone since nobody msged me. i'll on it wenever i feel someone texted me.
&& i am always online. i put my MSN status as APPEAR OFFLINE :D hehe.

Enough is enough.

2009-11-09T22:39:00.000-08:00

"Enough is enough.

to much to handle this bullshyt."

Hi,my slaves. (joke)

today. no mood to laugh.

Because F made a point that i wasnt good enuf for anyone to be exact.

F made me cry lyk mad . Because there F goes with some other person while i sit here

thinking WHY? i have never ever cried so much just bcoz of a point.

i used to not cry this often.

Now i got Family problems and now this ?

Dont i get some love for what i've been through?

sitting here knowing that nobody cares,no one is there to comfort me.

They say "Get over it and move on!" dont you think im trying my best?

when was the last time i talk to my parents normally ? like we used to. ? when i was primary 3 till now!

when was the last time i walked w/ hym ? 3 FREAKING months ago !!

i dont want to cry every nyte and day .

even if i get all the luxury from all the gifts but there is no LOVE whats the point ?

i think i deserved enough.

i think i had enough of this bullshyt.

Happy Birthday dad.

and lastly

THANKS F FOR PROVING YOUR POINT THAT I DONT DESERVE ANYONE. thanks.

tomorrow i'll do proper blogging i guess.

Im gonna do something you may regret for the rest of your life.

2009-11-06T03:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! :D

Hahaha ! so LONG never talk to you people ! hahaha. lazy arh one tuh type2 if

i type alot oso your not gonna read. durh~!

on 051009 was boring coz i went to sch for the science remedial thingy.

with Bob,Azwad,Syaz,Me&Ryn.

We waited at the library while Mr.Ling(or whoever) disappeared out no where.

then i help the librarian scan the books ! Hahahah ! Semangat sia me .

Then Bob ask me whr Heedir then i say dunno uhs. then he say "aku ingat kau tggl samer rumah ngan dyer."

LOL ! bustard siah he ! mcm naq kene sepaQ ! :D

Then I msged hym i ask "kau takya gey sci remedial ehk ?"

then he say "actually aku kene gey tapy i got in an accident so takleh gerak".

then i say "ohkay .. get well soon ! " .

then BLABLABLA . the rest personal i guess.

after that Mr.ling came he gave worksheet then Bob and hys sily jokes made us laugh Lyke HELL !

AFTER the Fun ended . he confyscated my PHONE ! BUTO dyer ! Hahhaha.

after the class ended he gave my phone baq and he blanja us FOOD !!!! WOOHOO !

i didnt eat cause i got stomach cramps.

so BLABLABLA .. talk to bro then BLABLABLA,

AND THE DAY ENDED.

Today nothing much.

Just planning to go our GIRLS DAY OUT !! WOOHOO ! cant wait !

And to FIFI : i noe i told you thys before but styll i want to say SO

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL !! xP

hope you have a wonderful birthday!!

OKOK !

dumbasses !(joke)

BYEBYE ! ✿◕‿◕✿™ (dont steal !!)

INTERESTING DAY ! <3

2009-10-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Today is an interesting day,

Cause HEEDIR made my day ! haha . (dont think of it in a WRONG way)

He is one pervert bastard ! hahahha . even though what he said was

disgusting it made me laugh for a good 2 minutes!! incredible.

Today Started FRUSTRATING cause FATIN,AFIFAH,SYAFIQ&&RATU never come sch.

SO pissed. But i decided to ignore. IGNORANCE IS MY NEW BESTFRIEND!!

Jyeah. So today,i went to sch w. Qisstina as usual. then went to jail.

We assembled at Parade Square,then wait till Donny came the VP & Principal came.

stand,sing,sit,read,get lectured by donny then BLABLABLA .... until recess came. recess past...

then go back to class...talk,slack & more talking. lamerlamer is MOTHER TONGUE!

this is how the conversation went.

Afie : asl kau naq "Chopstick" sangat ahk?

Me : HUH!? oh untuk so&so luh,boleh taq bawakkan ?

Afie : kau ingatkan aku leh kasi kau Chopstick for free ehk!?

ME : alah maner tau.

AFIE : kau nak Chopstick aper?

me : aper2 leh lah!

the disgusting part starts.

Afie : aku leh kasi kau yg takkan habis nyer . bukan kluar asp tau,dyer klau putih2 ! nak !?

me : HUH !? EWWWWW!! FIE !! PENGOTOR sia !

then syafiq&hanif join !

Syafiq : ape2 ?

...........................................................................

kalau naq tawu the whole story .. ask personally. :D

hahahaha ... weird + funny + disgusting...

--AFTER THE INCIDENT--

We slack,chitchat,vandalise,more chitchating ....

WE ESCAPED JAIL.

then went shop buy bubble tea and waffle !

then went home.

i on computer.

change clothes.

login in , facebook,tagged,MSN.

seesee then eat waffle,drink.

after that i got really HYPER !!

chat with Fatin hyperly. hahahaha ...

after disturbing people ..

i eat dinner.

after that I BLOGGED !

hahahhahahahhaha~ !

OKAY BORED !

today was a VERY interesting day.

OKAY DUMDUMS i want to continue my suicide plan !

<3>

READ what i have to say TOMORROW!

:)yana.

2009-10-24T23:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO! idiots on earth. JOKING !

lets start on what happened last night. I sprained my wrist on purpose. if you ask why im not gonna answer.

but thanks to fatin&afifah , they made my day AWESOME&HYPER !

Haha ! they made my night go Psycho babe ! then something TRAGIC happened.

DONT WANT TO TELL YOU ! huahuahua !

it is private !

but the only thing i could tell you is its super sad. Haish . wish i could be with her. but it seems thats not possible (until sch tmr)

fatin be strong & i love you lah seyh !

(not homo.)

this was what happened last night !

TODAY !

today was boring. just plain boring.

GUESS WHAT ! i'm losing hope.

stress.sedih.upset.

WHAAAAAAA~! i need "C" ! if you know what i mean.

crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry

but seriously today was just boring! SUNDAY IS ALWAYS BORING !

*drools* COLIO !

hahahha. i am bored.

got nagged by my dad,but who gives a SHIT ! i dont care whatever my family says about me.

they dont understand me. they never will.

OVER DRAMATIC !

dumdumdeedumdumdumdeedumdum !

*continue singing*

okayokay.

today never eat ! best kankan? i want to go on a hunger strike ! just for fun!

WOOHOO !

its 4.15 ! still havent eat . COLIO !!!

I feel like going to town during the hols ! wanna join???

huahuahuahua !!

lalalalalalalala !

*continue singing*

hahahahah! nnt cermin pecah!! LOLs !!

RANDOM SHIT !

kay i want to plan a suicide bombing at orchard ! JOKE

ahahhahahha! PSYCHO !

byebye PEEPS !

:)yana.

Starting the Insanity !

2009-10-23T23:34:00.000-07:00

hello(:

Once again i am starting to Blog AGAIN !

The last time i blog was last year.

Okay,today started off okay i guess.

My day went off like this.^^

Wake up.(10am)

Bathe.

Put on clothes.

Turn on computer.

Take bread.

On Youtube,Msn,Tagged&Facebook.

Continue eating Bread.

Keep food back.

Continue playing comp.

Make blog+blogging.

And until Now.(2.51pm)

...

Yup,thats what happened.

thats what i did today.

hah ! i got no life.

sad story.

ohkay i dont want to talk much cause i got

nothing to say.

and can you tell me what you think

of my blog.

its not much but TELLTELLTELL !

P.S : Im not gonna upload any pics until the 27th of october(:

*PEACE ! yana(: