"Enough is enough.
to much to handle this bullshyt."
Hi,my slaves. (joke)
today. no mood to laugh.
Because F made a point that i wasnt good enuf for anyone to be exact.
F made me cry lyk mad . Because there F goes with some other person while i sit here
thinking WHY? i have never ever cried so much just bcoz of a point.
i used to not cry this often.
Now i got Family problems and now this ?
Dont i get some love for what i've been through?
sitting here knowing that nobody cares,no one is there to comfort me.
They say "Get over it and move on!" dont you think im trying my best?
when was the last time i talk to my parents normally ? like we used to. ? when i was primary 3 till now!
when was the last time i walked w/ hym ? 3 FREAKING months ago !!
i dont want to cry every nyte and day .
even if i get all the luxury from all the gifts but there is no LOVE whats the point ?
i think i deserved enough.
i think i had enough of this bullshyt.
Happy Birthday dad.
and lastly
THANKS F FOR PROVING YOUR POINT THAT I DONT DESERVE ANYONE. thanks.
tomorrow i'll do proper blogging i guess.
Im gonna do something you may regret for the rest of your life.
&still trying to find a happy ending