HELLOHELLO !
I know the picture there is meaningless but actually i am trying to find this rose for my sister. Her birthday is coming up and i need to find this black rose for her . YES our family is WEIRD i know. but you must see my bedroom its WAY COOL.
but the top photo can IGNORE.
okay technically
my 1st sister loves Vampires. my 2nd sister love everything that is very goth. I like Werewolves,weird symbols,Emily Strange and blood.
but my brother....we are definitely NOT close.
i rarely talk to hym .
OKAY! enough bout that. so yeah. must find that rose.
WOOT ! i straigtened my hair ! cool or what.
OKAY LAME ! wow i just realised that i say "okay"way to much.
LALALALALALALAALALALALALALLALALALALALALALAAA !
lets talk what im abt to do later.
later at 3pm i am gonna go out. woot ! fun yo ! GOING TOWN . i wanna shop but pokai liao . sooooo i am gonna window shop with sis and mummy. then i go hospital. i wanna cut hair but mummy broke. well, thats all her excuse is
mum: "sorry,im broke lah. next month lah okay?" me: "you say only next month . pastu you say next next month. jgn nak mepek ah. "
yah. thats her one and only excuse.
pfft. lame ass bitch . haish . LALALALA ! later want to siap. MALAS want to carik baju. hmm. do i overdress? DO I ?
haha. whenever i go town i MUST wear nicely. My habit i think ? it is always worth it to wear something nice.
but sad once i wear something nice i nvr take picture. :( SEDIH . but i can always wear it again. and TAKE PHOTO ! but i cant upload cause
my phone rosak. SAD LIAO.
okok. my phone is switched on for a week after that i'll off again . :D jgn sedih yeah.
the only reason i switch off my phone is b/c nobody msg me so i off my phone . SO I CAN NVR WASTE TIME.
TIME IS PRECIOUS. BTW today is purple and black day for me. SO DOES MY CLOTHES. :)
OKAYOKAY !!!
I want to find clothes to wear today. must think veryvery hard.
wow. NOW i realise . i've been bullshitting for this post.
BOO YA !!!
:)ℓџαйα.
&still trying to find a happy ending
HELLOHELLOHELLO !
ohkay i dont know where to start.
lets start by talking about me at SENTOSA .
ME , ryni & afy ?
uh,yeah. to be honest that day was great got suntaned, play water, i didnt swim coz its too awkward.
so i didnt,i let ryn and him play in the water while i sit there. WAITING for god knows for what.
so from now on i DONT want to go out with anyone. ANYONE. unless i am forced .
so the day there was great. but if you want to know ask me :)
HMM. then after that .
i felt dead coz i didnt go out . sat at home . surf the net . watch movie called UNDERWORLD and UNDERWORLD EVOLUTION.
it was fantastic. love that movie. and then i watched true blood . technically i watch all those VAMPIRE and WEREWOLVES kind of movie.
i dont know why but im addicted. :D its not that bad right ? hehe .
soooooo TODAY.
made my schedule. i made a sticky note at my dad's new laptop.
so today basically i am suppose to :
wake up, bath, eat breakfast
watch movie
blog
check facebook,tagged.
relax to the sound of the ocean. (dont ask why)
self therapy.
flashback. try not to cry.
listen to music
relax
meditate
sleep.
WELL. today my schedule is abit weird but since no school i wanted to try something new,
haha. YES IT IS WEIRD . GET OVER IT.
you just read what i write,
OKIE DOKIE .
i am done for today. STILL NO PICS OKAY !!
tomorrow i'll upload RANDOM photo's to make you happy -.-"
G O S H !
P.S : I turned off my phone since nobody msged me. i'll on it wenever i feel someone texted me.
&& i am always online. i put my MSN status as APPEAR OFFLINE :D hehe.
&still trying to find a happy ending
"Enough is enough.
to much to handle this bullshyt."
Hi,my slaves. (joke)
today. no mood to laugh.
Because F made a point that i wasnt good enuf for anyone to be exact.
F made me cry lyk mad . Because there F goes with some other person while i sit here
thinking WHY? i have never ever cried so much just bcoz of a point.
i used to not cry this often.
Now i got Family problems and now this ?
Dont i get some love for what i've been through?
sitting here knowing that nobody cares,no one is there to comfort me.
They say "Get over it and move on!" dont you think im trying my best?
when was the last time i talk to my parents normally ? like we used to. ? when i was primary 3 till now!
when was the last time i walked w/ hym ? 3 FREAKING months ago !!
i dont want to cry every nyte and day .
even if i get all the luxury from all the gifts but there is no LOVE whats the point ?
i think i deserved enough.
i think i had enough of this bullshyt.
Happy Birthday dad.
and lastly
THANKS F FOR PROVING YOUR POINT THAT I DONT DESERVE ANYONE. thanks.
tomorrow i'll do proper blogging i guess.
Im gonna do something you may regret for the rest of your life.
&still trying to find a happy ending
HELLO ! :DHahaha ! so LONG never talk to you people ! hahaha. lazy arh one tuh type2 if
i type alot oso your not gonna read. durh~!
on 051009 was boring coz i went to sch for the science remedial thingy.
with Bob,Azwad,Syaz,Me&Ryn.
We waited at the library while Mr.Ling(or whoever) disappeared out no where.
then i help the librarian scan the books ! Hahahah ! Semangat sia me .
Then Bob ask me whr Heedir then i say dunno uhs. then he say "aku ingat kau tggl samer rumah ngan dyer."
LOL ! bustard siah he ! mcm naq kene sepaQ ! :D
Then I msged hym i ask "kau takya gey sci remedial ehk ?"
then he say "actually aku kene gey tapy i got in an accident so takleh gerak".
then i say "ohkay .. get well soon ! " .
then BLABLABLA . the rest personal i guess.
after that Mr.ling came he gave worksheet then Bob and hys sily jokes made us laugh Lyke HELL !
AFTER the Fun ended . he confyscated my PHONE ! BUTO dyer ! Hahhaha.
after the class ended he gave my phone baq and he blanja us FOOD !!!! WOOHOO !
i didnt eat cause i got stomach cramps.
so BLABLABLA .. talk to bro then BLABLABLA,
AND THE DAY ENDED.
Today nothing much.
Just planning to go our GIRLS DAY OUT !! WOOHOO ! cant wait !
And to FIFI : i noe i told you thys before but styll i want to say SO
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL !! xP
hope you have a wonderful birthday!!
OKOK !
dumbasses !(joke)
BYEBYE ! ✿◕‿◕✿™ (dont steal !!)
&still trying to find a happy ending
